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Ive never done anything like this before, and literally crying my eyes out whilst doing it .

But I have hit rock bottom , I feel incredibly alone and feel I have no one to talk to. I have become someone I no longer know, I hid away everyday and just sleep.

Its due to a relationship collapse due to cheating and him turning it around on me which has led me to hate myself. Not only that I have lost all my friends due to the relationship. quit my job and general have nothing ot live for at the minute.

I know I am getting worse and stuck in this tunnel and cant see the light at the end anymore.

Im looking for someone to talk.

Hey emmie,
I'm sorry to hear you're having a tough time, just a couple days ago I decided to post on here because I felt like I had hit rock bottom too. I had never really talked to anyone about how I feel before and like you I was crying while I wrote my post, in fact sometimes I feel like I am always crying. I know how it feels to feel like you can't open up to your family or friends because they won't understand how you feel, that's why it can sometimes be easier to talk to a stranger. I want you understand that we are all facing different problems and we all feel a little lost and confused right now. As crazy as you may feel for how upset you feel sometimes, you are not the only one. Sometimes I wonder what I am even doing here like it wouldn't even matter if I died. So I understand, but your life is important and YOU are important. There is a reason you are here, there is something special in you. And whether you can see it right now or not your life is or will affect someone else. Please please please don't give up.