Hello 4everme,
How have u been?
I am sorry i couldn't reply to ur PMs.
There has been a lot of things going on around and within me. I am exhausted mentally more than physically. I ll definitely reply to them in a while.
4everme, don't think that there is some "issue" with u that is leading u to feel alone. It is just the matter of how we perceive or how we look at the picture...the whole picture rather than just a clip.
I am not sure 4everme, but i think, I can understand why u might have been feeling this way!
Sitting alone at couch, watching tv or doing household work, or dealing with ur health issues and other problems all alone...sometimes feeling like "hey i am not dependent on anyone. I can take care of myself and i am proud of that" but then at other times feeling like someone just hold ur hands and say "what happened?? Share it with me?" or just to lean on someone's shoulder and drift away to sleep without saying any word.
After going through a lot in ur life, u still have maintained urself, more than enough to understand everyone and to guide everyone with so much of warmth.
May be i am looking at ur state in a completely different way. I don't mean to force my own perception. But i want u to share ur thoughts more clearly. I want to understand.
And 4everme, u r not alone. Okay.
