My Pathetic Life
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- Deep Blue Sea
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My Pathetic Life
I'm Deep Blue Sea in my early 40s. I'm suffering from depression b/c of my life experience I had in the past that was so pathetic.. I've been verbally abused several times by my family and the people outside. I was picked on at school, I got hit a few times by my parents, been recently backstabbed by my closest friends, never been in a sexual relationship, I always get rejected by men ever since High School, I'm always getting hassled at my job. I'm 40 and still living with my mom and sister. I thought of suicide several times and it might turn into action. I went to several therapist none of them helped me.. I wake up every morining asking myself why am I alive in the first place. Now I'm a bitter person, I ignore people, I have a bitter attitude, I'm not a friendly person b/c of this B.S. I'm going through. People in this world can be so cruel that's Y I feel so much like hell. Hopefully this forum might help me a little bit. I'm really suffering
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I hear yah
Sounds like things are going pretty bad. At least you have a place to live. I've been homeless for a year. I hang out at this library all day and sleep with bugs. Strangly enough, I am no more depressed than I was when I had a lot of material things, and a place to live. I'm 28. You're 40. Maybe it gets better. I don't know. At least that's what Oprah thinks.
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I'll say this again:
Death is the easy way out. We are stronger than that, yes?
If you are not alive,
You can't laugh,
You can't hope,
You can't cry,
You can't suffer,
You can't kick a vending machine,
You can't smell the bacon.
Quotes as simple as these have helped me, I hope that they help you too.
I give you my hugs and comfort as you make it through these tough times, as we all make it through these tough times.
Death is the easy way out. We are stronger than that, yes?
If you are not alive,
You can't laugh,
You can't hope,
You can't cry,
You can't suffer,
You can't kick a vending machine,
You can't smell the bacon.
Quotes as simple as these have helped me, I hope that they help you too.
I give you my hugs and comfort as you make it through these tough times, as we all make it through these tough times.
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