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I'm 21 years old and have a disability. I don't have any friends. The only person I would be around is my mom, my boyfriend or I would mostly be by myself a lot. The last time I had friends was when I was 12 and than once I got older they all stop talking to me, act like they don't know me. I lost a lot of friends and until this day I don't know why. No one try to get to know me. I have no one to really talk to about how I feel. No one listen to me. I feel so alone. I feel like i'm bothering/annoying a lot of people. I feel worthless, useless, ugly, stupid and other things. I'm tired of always being depress. I hate the way I feel. I hate the way I feel. People in my family think i'm strong and there's nothing wrong with me. I'm not strong and I can't take it anymore. I'm surprised I haven't had a major break down it but I feel like i'm going to have one.

hey girl, dont worry at all. You are just all-right. There is no problem with you, but the problem is your attitude. hey, you know something nothing is a problem, actually the way we look at it is the real problem. so first believe that you are a normal girl as your parents say. have that confidence factor within you. And go face the world with that attitude and people will start noticing you. and one more point, while interacting with people always carry a pleasant smile on your face. so that they will take you as a very charming girl. so keep smiling always and start walking with full of confidence