Me, Myself, and I

[WoollyAllen]

Hello, Ladies and Gentlemen of this forum. I hail from Singapore, I'm a 47 Asian male, & was recently found to be suffering from Depression. This did not strike Me as surprising, because Myself and I, have already foretold Me about this likely outcome some decades ago.

I'm writing this as some kind of a short Prologue to what could possibly be a rather lengthy life-story that led to my current circumstances at this age and time. Although I'm Chinese by race but having been born, raised, & educated in English as well as having been a bookworm of sorts throughout much of my childhood, I am better able to express myself in Written English.

But first a few personal points of view I feel I ought to put up-front so that you may more or less know 'where' I'm coming from;

1) I 'hate' PEOPLE - and I do too hate myself
2) I don't trust PEOPLE - often I don't trust myself as well
3) Human Race is bound for failure apart from being utterly pointless - which coincidentally, is how I feel of my existence since time began for me.

TIME being mentioned, in my opinion does not truly exist. I strongly feel that TIME is only relevant to us (Humans) and all inanimate things within our universal plane of hereness - or existence & co-existence. TIME's relevance ceases to be a consideration or of any importance the moment we expire. In fact, all of us experience this Invalidity of TIME every night when we fall asleep, or for some reason or other, lose consciousness. Some of you may realize this, and some of you may not. Or even disagree with me totally. Whichever the case, to each our own views until the end unveils the Truth which no known soul can share.

Ok. Now that the above is out of the way, I will log off to start writing My Story "Me, Myself and I". Personally I believe that there are more than one entity in me, and they are Myself and I. Which is why I chose such a title. No, I am not suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder, neither do I possess a Split Personality. I just believe that there exist three "selves"; Logical (the brain/mind), Emotional (the heart), Spiritual (the soul - which I also believe is not Earth-bound).

Regards to All,
Woolly A.