Feel like im loosin it
Posted: Mon Apr 18, 2011 7:03 am
Hey all I'm new to the site and I'd like to unload a little thats on my mind.
I'm a 30 year old guy from Ireland.
Two and a half years ago everything was going great for me.
I had just bought a new house with my girlfriend of 7 years, had a job I loved and lots of great friends.
Well, then the sh** hit the fan.
My girlfriend cheated on me, we broke up. Two months later I was laid off due to cutbacks.
So I decided to ge myself together again, after the x moved out I got some lodgers for the extra rooms and started back in college.
Two months before the end of my course my lodgers moved out without notice, I couldnt meet the mortage and had to move out.
The only place to stay was my father's down south, so had to leave the course.
I stayed with a few diffrent family members over a few months while saving what I could from my social to get my own place.
Eventually got there and got my own apartment.
Well turns out I couldnt keep up with the bills and rent pilled up and I couldnt cope.
Had to move again, this time to an old work mate's box room down south again.
Well been a year now with no family near by, the work mate I moved in with is a total twat :dry: and after hundreds of job applictions havnt gotten so much as an interview.
I've been on anti depressants for over a year now, they worked at first, but dont do anything for me now.
I either cant sleep or I sleep for 24 hours solid. To make things bloody worse after some teeth probs I started using nurofen plus for the pain, and now I cant get off the dam things.
I got no bloody hope left, nothing to look forward to and cant get the will to sort myself out even if I could.
sorry for the long rant
I'm a 30 year old guy from Ireland.
Two and a half years ago everything was going great for me.
I had just bought a new house with my girlfriend of 7 years, had a job I loved and lots of great friends.
Well, then the sh** hit the fan.
My girlfriend cheated on me, we broke up. Two months later I was laid off due to cutbacks.
So I decided to ge myself together again, after the x moved out I got some lodgers for the extra rooms and started back in college.
Two months before the end of my course my lodgers moved out without notice, I couldnt meet the mortage and had to move out.
The only place to stay was my father's down south, so had to leave the course.
I stayed with a few diffrent family members over a few months while saving what I could from my social to get my own place.
Eventually got there and got my own apartment.
Well turns out I couldnt keep up with the bills and rent pilled up and I couldnt cope.
Had to move again, this time to an old work mate's box room down south again.
Well been a year now with no family near by, the work mate I moved in with is a total twat :dry: and after hundreds of job applictions havnt gotten so much as an interview.
I've been on anti depressants for over a year now, they worked at first, but dont do anything for me now.
I either cant sleep or I sleep for 24 hours solid. To make things bloody worse after some teeth probs I started using nurofen plus for the pain, and now I cant get off the dam things.
I got no bloody hope left, nothing to look forward to and cant get the will to sort myself out even if I could.
sorry for the long rant