Why is that everybody wants to help me when I'm coping on my own but nobody can be bothered to find any time for me when I really need the help?
maybe they just want to see me back to my old self and can't admit they hate to be around me depressed, but it's not like I lean too heavily on them. Everybody knows I'm always home alone but they don't even make the time to give me a phone call. I'm always the one to make contact and I always try to be considerate towards everyone but it just isn't returned. I'm tired of my family and friend.
they have the cheek to say I don't open up but I'm never given the bloody chance to.
As for not being very active having little energy and having to force myself to do anything is not laziness it's depression
no one even asks me what i'm doing to deal with it they just presume I'm doing nothing because they can't see what's happening within me and I don't want to be my old self because that's what got me into this mess in the first place.
I think I'll give my nearest and dearest a wake up call.
I really appreciated your feedback Emotional. I felt that I was understood and not alone and I have often adopted a that's life approach when things are bothering me too much. It stops things seeming so impossible to me.
