My story of mine

[Mynewlife]

My story of my anxiety issues started when I was 23 years old. It was after I parted ways with ex friends whom were a negative influence on me I hung around. Knew I was going down the wrong path and it needed to stop. I did and they said don't come back. It was after that I looked things over realizing I was going through issues in my life besides the bad choice of hanging around these people. Decided I needed to get the help and glad I did, first therapist I saw did see I was hiding something too and she was right. I knew there was another side of me that wanted out so bad, a female side since I was 12 or 13 years old. I feared that my parents would reject me if I ever came out as a MTF crossdresser was the anxiety. Began buying women's clothing and trying them on privately not getting caught. I did finally come out to my parents I am a MTF crossdresser and they did accept it. Asked me why I did not come out earlier, told them that I feared they would reject me. They reminded that I am loved no matter what and would never do that to me. They fully support me to this day which I do it fulltime. Luckily I found a better community, a LGBT that related that helped giving me a MTF makeover and loved the results. Knew I was finally happy in my life said I was not going back and this was the person that wanted out so bad. My parents even saw I was much happier gaining a much happier daughter that replaced a son that was struggling in life. My good friends have been there for me as well