I started cutting myself around this time and then started making myself sick after foods, this carried on for years, i didnt purge all the time, sometimes i'd be obsessive about calories etc, i stopped purgeing at 15 when i met my boyfriend.
I stopped cutting around age 16 but before then i did it very often i have still cut since then but not as regular, and now i am really ashamed of it, i cut the other day and havent told my boyfriend yet
I moved school it was alot better there i moved aged 13 but my addictions didnt stop til i met my boyfriend.
I live with my mum and sister and i hate my dad, when i was younger he put a pigs head on my doorstep with a knife in its eye - i was told he thrown paint threw our window too when i was about 11 years old i only found out this week it was nothing to do with him.
My sister was took away from me for 10 years, my dad always said it was cause her mum didnt like my mum but we found her and its because she didnt want to see him because he kidnapped her uncle took him to the moors and beat him and left him.
I have had 2/3 different councillors and they done nothing for me and now ive finally got the guts to go doctors because i was ruining my relationship with my fella because i was down all the time.
I have finally been diagnosed with high depression and bit of anxiety and have been given meds.
I was thinking of OD'ing for the first time ever the other day.
Anyone else going through similar? xx
