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I show I need someone
I get close n get hurt
When does the pain stop
When do I hold my head up and smile for a while
I can’t shake this needing you feeling
I can’t take the emptiness I feel inside
If I am vunerable will you all leave me too
Am I too weak to understand my limits
I screwed up and let you see the real me
Now I am sunk you are in
I can’t get you out of my heart or head
If I were someone else would you care again
Would you stay if I were not me and I were someone else
Or am I fundamentally unlovable, unwanted
Am I damaged beyond repair so damaged you can’t look me in the eyes anymore
Am I so ignorant that you can’t stand to be near me
Am I the reason you hurt
Or did I screw up so bad that you need me gone
Tammy forgive you
You will be fine
Love will come again people come and people go
But you are with you forever.

Very nice tammy. Thank you for sharing.

thank you i am glad you liked it

Let me write about our mental processes,
Let us walk through paths unknown.
Let the calm within our nervous system
Take us where no one has flown.

Let the warning constrictive feelings
Bid us stop where danger lies.
Let the storehouse of our knowledge,
Increase itself 'til danger flies.

In this world there must be something,
More than we have dared to see.
Hold my hand we'll walk together,
Down the paths of mystery.