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by heavyheart38
Fri Feb 28, 2014 2:56 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: sex, meds, and mental illness
Replies: 12
Views: 5597

I can please her no problem, her approach to my equipment is one of its up, youre ready...... Ive tried to talk about it with her but she uninterested.
by heavyheart38
Fri Feb 28, 2014 3:12 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Another bad day
Replies: 4
Views: 2247

I am exactly the same, jealous of happiness, just because i crave it and get basically nothing but insulted or put down.
by heavyheart38
Fri Feb 28, 2014 1:03 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: sex, meds, and mental illness
Replies: 12
Views: 5597

I have attempted sex twice since the first post and had no climax. This is so frustrating! Added with the "f***s sake not again" my confidence and admiration for my other half is completely destroyed. She refuses to "help" in any way shape or form. I am at the point of not trying...
by heavyheart38
Tue Feb 25, 2014 12:08 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: cant get 2 minutes to relax.
Replies: 11
Views: 5769

My trigger is so stupid. Its seeing people display affection to each other. Holding hands, kissing each other, gazing into each others eyes. Its all what i crave, but life seems to make it impossible, added to the fact is my other half isnt an overly affectionate person doesnt help. Its always too h...
by heavyheart38
Tue Feb 25, 2014 3:07 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: cant get 2 minutes to relax.
Replies: 11
Views: 5769

And now im sitting in the bathroom tears streaming down my face feeling like i been beaten with a lump of iron pipe. This sucks big time
by heavyheart38
Tue Feb 25, 2014 2:43 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: cant get 2 minutes to relax.
Replies: 11
Views: 5769

cant get 2 minutes to relax.

Aargh this is driving me potty. I cant relax, i got triggered this afternoon, and im so peeved at the world. I need to relax, mrs is in a septic mood with me for some god forsaken reason, kids are screaming and yelling wanting me at the same time. Just over everything, its ganging up on me again.....
by heavyheart38
Tue Jan 21, 2014 1:56 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: partners away, cannot sleep, a few things off my chest
Replies: 10
Views: 6419

Wow what a difference a few days makes. I went out and stayed for a couple of nights with my love and we had a serious heart to heart. A huge burden has been lifted, its feels great to be in a positive happy mood for once.
by heavyheart38
Mon Jan 13, 2014 6:12 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: partners away, cannot sleep, a few things off my chest
Replies: 10
Views: 6419

Night 2 of my loves absence, it's just after midnight, I'm feeling drowsy, tried music, bit of Bob Seger, lyrics sometimes trigger a sadness inside me, got a little pang, I want more to completely trigger me off!!! I want to feel the waves again.....and the tears, need sleep......
by heavyheart38
Mon Jan 13, 2014 4:56 am
Forum: Pets
Topic: What are you're pets names?
Replies: 50
Views: 46227

Large Male fixed ginger cat named jack.
And 9 guinea pigs homer, marge, Lisa, Bart, margiemargiemargiemargie, yes it's her name homerhomerhomerhomer, again yes, ginger, sprinkle and sparkle.
by heavyheart38
Mon Jan 13, 2014 4:48 am
Forum: Music
Topic: What are you listening to?
Replies: 57
Views: 43287

Bob seger down on main street
by heavyheart38
Mon Jan 13, 2014 3:47 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: sex, meds, and mental illness
Replies: 12
Views: 5597

Another question I'd like to ask has anyone's sexual menu (for lack of a better word )changed? I have basically lost any interest in penetrative sex. My partner isn't keen on this much, instead (not directly saying it )but insinuating that I don't love her and I'm cheating, which couldn't be any fur...
by heavyheart38
Sun Jan 12, 2014 7:31 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: sex, meds, and mental illness
Replies: 12
Views: 5597

Our intimacy is pretty much the same every time, being both big people we are limited
by heavyheart38
Sun Jan 12, 2014 6:47 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Parents don't understand and they don't care?
Replies: 21
Views: 7114

I did not mean to upset you, it saddens me that there are parents out there who dont give a rats a$$ about their offspring. I have 11 and 7 year old daughters. They are the reason i carry on. Again im sorry that i upset you, was not the intention. And no one should be wished to be dead!! That is jus...
by heavyheart38
Sun Jan 12, 2014 6:38 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: The nightmare from hell(Triggering Material)
Replies: 18
Views: 5967

I dont know about the UK but in NZ that offence has a lengthy prison sentence. He needs to be dealt with before he hurts another child. I wish i was there in person to help you get this prick. I certainly wouldnt consider him a relative, rather a sex offender
by heavyheart38
Sun Jan 12, 2014 6:19 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: The nightmare from hell(Triggering Material)
Replies: 18
Views: 5967

In my opinion you,need to say something. What he did is downright illegal, not to mention a serious abuse of power. You were a young girl, he had no right go do that to you!! If i found someone did that to my daughters god help,them you are NOT breaking a promise, you ARE REPORTING A CRIME.

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