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I'm so sorry about your grandmother Rainstorm. She sounded like wonderful woman. A true inspiration. Grandma's are like that aren't they ? What a wonderful kind of love they leave behind inside us. I just can't shake this emptiness inside me before I always could now I can't. I feel like I'm on this...

Beebz my thoughts are with you tonight for your son. I wish there was something that I could do. With my entire heart in my chest I do wish that. I am so sorry you have to go through something so painful and scary. And you didn't hijack any post. Please don't worry about that. I don't really know wh...

my dad passed away tonight

Thank you beebz for everything you've said. You've been very kind and supportive. And I also want to thank everyone else who has responded to my posts over the years. I'm sorry that I can't write more. I just got some really bad news. My father doesn't have much longer to live at all. All of his org...

hey ... I'm sorry that I didn't comment more on your last post beebz. I was really happy to see everything you wrote. Please know that. And I hope that you keep coming on here and writing. I love the way you write. I wish I could comment more. I'm just so numb right now. I haven't hardly had any sle...

Hi there Beebz. Thank you for writing back. I was worried about you because it's been awhile and thank you too benny. Right now things are not good for me at all. It's like everything in my world is crashing down. My father is in the hospital right now and from what it seems he may not make it out t...

You know what's crazy? One of my favorite things in the whole world to do is go to my own private movie theater. It's the kind of movie theater won't find it in any city or town. My special little kind of place away from the world that shows some of the most beautiful movies that anyone could ever a...

Hi there PaperGremlin. It's really nice to meet you. I love your name. I am so sorry that the people in your life vanished when you needed them the most. Why is that ?? I hate that !! I know exactly how you feel. People wonder why depression is so hard....well THAT is one of the reasons. Whatever ha...

I love to read your posts too. I look forward to coming here and reading them a lot. I hope you keep writing them. I'm so sorry that you lost some animals. ( hugs to you ) It truly feels like you lose a family member. Because you do. I'm pretty tired tonight. I haven't been able to sit outside and s...

Thank you beebz. It's really nice to meet you. I love the way you write too . You are fascinating and have a way with words for sure. It made me want to keep reading more of what you've written. You have a beautiful mesmerizing way with words yourself. I hope you see that too. I've been wanting to c...

Thank you for everything you said. I've been spending a lot of time lately at my second favorite spot in the world. A place nestled on a hill beside my home. It's here that I can see far and wide and all the way to the bridge that leads from the old dirt road where I've lived and traveled all my lif...

I think I've made one of the hardest decisions in my life and that is just to give up on pretty much everything. I tried as hard as I could to hold on. I gave a good fight. I gave a hell of a fight but it just wasn't enough. I climbed that huge mountain and got to the top and realized there is still...

Well... here I am again. I try as hard as I can to stay away from here because I want to believe that if I try hard enough things will get better. And sometimes it really does work. But it doesn't help things when you feel like you have the whole entire weight of the world on your shoulders. My mom ...

Aw, don't be sorry. It's no problem at all. I wrote this poem about my niece. But I haven't had the courage to give it to her yet.......... Someday I will though. " I am not here to please you. I am here to survive. I will not follow you. I refuse to lose my own sunlight from walking so close t...

Hi there Olive. It's nice to meet you and thank you for everything you said. My name is Star like a star in the night time sky and I'm a girl. I chose the name Jon's Dragon Eyes because Jonny was one of the names of my rescue cats. I won't let anyone make me feel guilty anymore for trying to survive...