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As hard as it might seem , she is unhealthy for you. It kinda sounds like you try to find happiness through her and thats not where its at. She seems to bring sadness to your life. Delete her phonenumber, her email address, all of her. it wont take long and she will be out of your life.

Thanks for the reply and words of support. Yes the length of my post did concern me. I actually left a lot out and had to just stop myself. Im being very proactive about this. I tried to call a Psychiatrist today, but the office was closed. Is it a Psychiatrisst or Psychologist I want anyway? I feel...

Hello, Ive been sad most of my life. Im 39 now so thats a long time. Ive never really spewed out the entire truth, but Im going to try now. To the best of my recollection I cant remember ever feeling happy. I have to start around age 10 as I cannot recall much prior to that. I had lived with my moth...