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I have 4 children thats all I have left in this world...they love me.but cant help me. Tried to tell them how sad I am that i want to die....this makes them mad. Don;t do this to us you are the parent we are the kids. They are right. I have know one else...I just want someone to love me hold me and ...

Oh please..still be here.
My goodness....I have felt like this all day today. The I read your post and ...please talk to me