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by inrecovery2011
Mon Aug 26, 2013 11:34 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: about me in short
Replies: 4
Views: 2452

hey tootall i miss you and hope you come back to talk soon i do care and think you are awesome smile keep that chin up
by inrecovery2011
Mon Aug 05, 2013 12:40 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: Dreams Gone
Replies: 0
Views: 1230

Dreams Gone

When does the hurt from a dream let go end When can I look for the peace I so need in my head For today the thoughts run rampant towards the doom I feel in my heart With all I seem to lose how can I hold on and hope for a better day I will say I am ok cause I am sure no one wants to hear my feelings...
by inrecovery2011
Fri Jun 07, 2013 10:58 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Thoughts can be harmful (might be triggering)
Replies: 1
Views: 1308

Thoughts can be harmful (might be triggering)

Today as many of the last few days i have awaken to the same song in my head one by rascal flatts called why its about suicide prevention and the part that plays over and over why would you leave the stage in the middle of your song? i can think of many reasons i want to not many very valid in ratio...
by inrecovery2011
Tue May 14, 2013 7:48 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: How Do I Cope?
Replies: 4
Views: 2030

got a letter from social security yesterday they are withholding part of my check and a big chunk i would of gotten back on my account for an over payment i cant get a break anywhere wondering if i was ever meant to get on my feet or if i am supposed to struggle my whole life trying to hold my head ...
by inrecovery2011
Thu May 09, 2013 2:47 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: How Do I Cope?
Replies: 4
Views: 2030

How Do I Cope?

I for so long could do everything bit recently the voices have come back. I now feel weak and fragile with no help from family struggling to get the words out of desperation. With thoughts going to who would really care if I just were gone. Then the guilt kicks in cause I am thinking more of my need...
by inrecovery2011
Thu Dec 20, 2012 3:37 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: JustBlah's Writing
Replies: 6
Views: 3288

JustBlah you have wonderful writing skills saying things that you feel in a way others can relate great job thank you for sharing
by inrecovery2011
Thu Dec 20, 2012 3:35 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: Trigger
Replies: 5
Views: 2817

jj i have the wish to do that to a few people in my dreams i have been so troubled with nightmares and flashbacks of the past i try to keep them to myself but they drag me down so easy and quickly
by inrecovery2011
Mon Dec 17, 2012 7:53 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: Pain
Replies: 3
Views: 2192

Pain

One day’s when the pain is so bad The tears fall when I fight them How can I cope with the amount of hatred I feel for myself my body When nothing I do helps and all I want is an end to it all I let my mind wonder to what ifs and who would be hurt to keep me from what I want to do You would never un...
by inrecovery2011
Thu Dec 13, 2012 8:40 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: JustBlah's Writing
Replies: 6
Views: 3288

I really like what you wrote. I feel that way often. Thank you for sharing :)
by inrecovery2011
Thu Dec 13, 2012 8:38 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: foolish expectations
Replies: 0
Views: 1386

foolish expectations

How will I be the best if I fail How can I be happy with knowing I made a mistake Oh how my mind can make me the most miserable person I know Smiling is hard when you see all the shortcomings, failures I have done You say lighten up on yourself you are doing fine I agree but in the back of my head I...
by inrecovery2011
Mon Dec 10, 2012 2:18 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: My Wish
Replies: 1
Views: 2014

My Wish

:P My wish this season can’t be bought For that matter can’t be wrapped It’s for happiness a peace of mind for those who hurt For the families that are struggling to have their needs met For the magic of friendship to shine thru the dark clouds For friends and family alike to know my love is being s...
by inrecovery2011
Sat Dec 08, 2012 2:14 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: I sit
Replies: 1
Views: 1635

I sit

Today fear and confusion reign Who do I share these fears with How do I get out of the thoughts if they are true my life is over Just wanting to know and needing peace of mind leaves me to question my whole life Would I be accepting Would I be willing to change my life I want the question answered b...
by inrecovery2011
Thu Dec 06, 2012 12:21 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: fears
Replies: 0
Views: 1337

fears

On this night I can’t sleep Oh how different it is when the time ticks by and I am awake The pain of loses fresh in my heart I miss the people I can no longer see The changes I make are for the better Once again on the right path Confused as to how to deal with overwhelming feeling and thoughts A pr...
by inrecovery2011
Wed Dec 05, 2012 10:06 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: do i matter
Replies: 1
Views: 1721

do i matter

When the time comes for words to be said who will listen Is there one person who cares enough to lend the sympathetic ear I need Right now all I can think is my heart is breaking without a person to care I see and hear the angry voices The frustration I feel I have nowhere to go with I have not one ...
by inrecovery2011
Wed Dec 05, 2012 10:05 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: Feelings
Replies: 0
Views: 1328

Feelings

How can I see any positive in me You say there is good in me All I see is the failure I have become The dreams and hopes I gave up on I run so far from reality For me my reality is things nightmares are made of I try so hard to hold everything together I try to just smile but the smile is broken Tod...

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