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It's almost been a year now since i've had an abortion, I don't like to tell people because i'l be judged but it hurts me inside.. I know myself it was the right thing to do as I am 18 and I'm not ready for the commitment of being a mum but I feel so guilty and upset that I could go through with it....

You say you love me but it's too hard. You say you need me but i'm never around. You cry each day and every night. I try to catch those tears but they never miss a trace. your love for me is strong I must say, i never knew it would be this way and it's hard to let you get away. If only you were mine...