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ive been struggling with depression for a few years now. i self-injure and i have permantent scarring from bruises. i put myself in dangerous situations. i can't tell you how many times i almost caused accidents that, had they happened, would have killed me. i wasnt suicidal. at least i dont think i...

im not sure if i belong here. im not sure if i belong anywhere anymore. nothing all that bad has ever happened to me. i dont lead that bad of a life. its actually pretty good. so why do i still feel like this? ugh i dont know. i just turned 19. im a freshman at college. i should be having the time o...