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Im not sure what i can say for advice, but I feel almost exactly like you do..

Im afriad of humans. Like, I can talk to them, associate with them, but say Im walking down a street, or paying for something at a store. I freeze up. I twitch. I sweat. I think they're judging me, secretly laughing at me in their mind. Everything in my brain kinda races, and I cant focus.. Sometime...

Ive told this story so many times before, Its kind of an annoyance now. But the only way to truely understand how I feel is to start at the beginning I guess. My mom was 16. When she got pregnant with me. She'd known my "dad" since she was in 7th grade, and finally started to go out with h...