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Ok I love furry creatures so my cats are:
-Little Grey
-Rascal
-Poofinton bear
-Mokie
-Squeaky

My dogs are:
-Rosie
-Annie

I met this awesome guy in the summer during an acting camp. He was funny and sweet and kind. The only thing is that I was 15 and he was 21. I feel kinda broken inside because I can't tell anyone or they'll think I'm stupid or it isn't love or something. I didn't see him or talk to him until yesterda...