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I have so much to say....but i never say anything yk...i never let myself say anything because i don't want to hurt people but how many times do i have to get hurt before i f****** do something...I hate me i hate my actions i hate my body i hate my life and i hate having to live my life without the ...

Ok thank you for the suggestions i definitely listen to music and ill start working out.

i realized....I've been holding my emotions in for so long that i don't cry i'm numb....its funny how when u have been through as much as i have been through first you cry everyday then you start taking ur pain out through punching and or boxing, then u try to focus ur attention on shows to take you...

I don't know why i feel this way...i mean i have a people who love me but i just feel so empty and lonely...i don't feel the way everyone assumes i do....i feel.....worthless, like i mean nothing like i will never amount to anything. I don't know y i mean i try to be happy i smile i laugh i particip...

.............i am not right mentally at all.....idefk y i feel this way.....its just like one second i'm happy and i love myself the next minute i feel horrible i feel so much pain and i f****** hate myself its.....its so much hurt i cant take it i hate it and i hate myself i hate my life i hate eve...

i give up i give up on everything i give up on life i give up trying i give up caring....i don't wanna be here i'm so miserable i can't take itt anymore i don't like existing its so hard having everyone telling you u have to be or u need to like someone....i can't deal with it anymore..

Hi and sure just text me whenever

I'm Jay...I live in Pennsylvania and i am 14....I have been battling depression since i was 7.....Every time i semi cope with my depression or every time i feel an ounce of happiness it stays there for a min but it always goes away for longer...Most of the time people tell me to "Just be happy&...