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by QuercusRubra
Sat Aug 01, 2020 6:53 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Hope
Replies: 0
Views: 97

Hope

This forum is often filled with tales and feelings of dark times. I have had my fair share and there is some level of comfort knowing im not alone. Today has been one of those rare, good days. Nothing was particularly different. The sun was shining, my family were in good spirit, and my mind decided...
by QuercusRubra
Fri Jul 31, 2020 7:49 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: No motivation
Replies: 4
Views: 851

Re: No motivation

秋葉原通り魔事件 wrote:i am an hikikomori so I understand you, I can not get away from this situation

I hadn't heard that term before, "hikikomori", but after looking it up its actually quite relevant to my situation. I dont know how to get out of it, but i wish you the strength you need to do so.
by QuercusRubra
Fri Jul 17, 2020 7:30 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: No motivation
Replies: 4
Views: 851

No motivation

I realise this is a normal thing for depression but how the hell do you get passed it?! All i want to do recently is shut myself away in my bedroom, get high, and forget about everything. How do i wake up in the morning, jump out of bed, and tell myself its gonna be a good day... i would be lying. I...
by QuercusRubra
Sun Jun 14, 2020 9:05 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Im standing on the edge
Replies: 0
Views: 597

Im standing on the edge

The only thing stopping me from giving up is the girl i love. I have loved her since we were kids. Recently, my feelings for her have only gotten stronger and she knows how i feel... at least i think she does. She goes from telling me she loves me, to saying she is embarrassed we had sex, and that s...
by QuercusRubra
Thu May 21, 2020 7:52 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Im going to kill myself... eventually.
Replies: 2
Views: 411

Im going to kill myself... eventually.

Im 23 years old and i know i will eventually take my own life. This used to terrify me, but now it is as normal as the sun setting. Nothing particularly devastating has happened recently but this thought becomes more common and easy to swallow. Someday when i manage to distance myself from the last ...
by QuercusRubra
Wed Feb 26, 2020 6:22 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Am I actually depressed or just an asshole
Replies: 2
Views: 1262

Re: Am I actually depressed or just an asshole

I was diagnosed with depression a few days ago. For years i thought i was just a weak, miserable c***. Until about a week ago when i had serious thoughts of suicide. Everytime i have a dark spell, i have the same feeling. As if these thoughts aren't mine but there is some comfort in wallowing in the...

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