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sorry.. what i forgot to mention was that prior to 1995 I lost a child and from that my life was never the same.. that incident led me to the decision in 1995 ... if my son hadn't died.... so i really do understand...

Hi, I can completely relate and I am sorry for how you feel. I know exactly that feeling. Like you, i've tried to feel happy but expend so much energy trying to do that I wear down and it's easier just to remain down. I've been waiting for "tomorrow" for years now but it just never comes. ...