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Usually I look forward to New Years parties, I really love the party and concert scene and I finally get to see my friend's punk band play tonight. The only thing that's keeping me from exploding from excitement is that this is the first year I've been in a relationship around the holidays and it's ...

Ok that subject may sound kinda edgy but since I was 12/13 I have been almost completely shut down and I have no clue how to get myself out of this. I keep trying to cry but it doesn't work so I usually just end up curled in a ball on my bed or watching YouTube like I always do. I recently got into ...