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by katattack
Mon Jun 22, 2020 9:51 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: I'm tired.
Replies: 0
Views: 585

I'm tired.

I'm tired of faking orgasms. I'm tired of the shame of telling people I fake it every time because, sorry, but I'm tired of men's lack of understanding of the area. Sex is exciting emotionally, but physically, I am just never close. I'm shy. I don't want to be bossing someone around like the profess...
by katattack
Tue Jan 14, 2020 9:41 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Please read
Replies: 2
Views: 691

Re: Please read

It's absolutely emotional abuse. I'm so sorry this happened to you, and that your growing up has been like this. My older brother is this exact same way and has traumatized me so deeply. I can't imagine if that person were my parent. Are there low cost therapists in your area? His behavior is his re...
by katattack
Sat Jan 11, 2020 8:32 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Hopeless
Replies: 1
Views: 714


I cut my hair two days ago. I disappeared into the bathroom with a pair of my sewing scissors and just cut it off in chunks. I look at myself in the mirror and I'm reminded of the unfortunate fact that I have a body. I was diagnosed with a mental illness this year after struggling with it for a few ...
by katattack
Tue Oct 01, 2019 3:12 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Started medication
Replies: 2
Views: 1096

Started medication

I've continued therapy, and this is the first time in my life I've started going weekly. I like it a lot. I'm at the beginning of the process of diving into my PTSD. My life feels empty. I've started taking Lexapro again. I tried taking it last year at 10mg dosage, but it was insanely intense. I'm o...
by katattack
Tue Sep 17, 2019 4:28 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: An inescapable mindset
Replies: 5
Views: 1595

An inescapable mindset

I'm living with my partner. We're lying here on either side of the couch, warm, safe, supportive. So, why am I unhappy? As I lie here, I experience the same sort of fog that has ruled over my life for the past two years. I am in a constant state of dissociation. I am expected to be functioning at fu...

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