She is not around sadly. She got mad at me and hasn't talked to me in 2 weeks. We were always able to talk about our feelings with eachother because we related on so many things. I hope we'll be friends again.
It feels really nice that I can talk to you. I actually didn't get treatment for my anorexia. My friend helped me a lot. I she always gave me that "push" whenever I wanted to give up. I still do somethings that are disordered but now I'm at a healthy weight and I actually eat normally (mos...
I will try to contact them again. Sadly I'm way too scared to call them, I can't really talk on the phone that well.. or in real life. And it took me months to get enough courage to even send them an email but i guess little steps matter. I also thought about going to some kind of a doctor, I don't ...
I just turned 18 so that's why I finally decided that I want to get some kind of treatment and get myself together. But I do still live with my parents so I don't know if i can keep it a secret.
I've talked with them about my eating disorder that I used to suffer from (well still kinda, i guess it never goes away), but they acted like I was crazy or something. I don't think I'll talk to them about these things... I just don't want our relationship to change, so I keep everything to myself.
I'm having a hard time... Lots of pressure, too many thoughts and even my best friend left me. I guess everyone feels like I push them away because I never meet them but it's only because I have social anxiety and hate to leave my home. How bout you?
So many things are happening in my life currently and I just feel so overwhelmed. A bunch of exams in school, I can't find a weekend job and also if deadly afraid of job interviews because of my social anxiety but I just want to make some money. I feel like I'm wasting my time/life. I'm also trying ...
Hey, I'm new here. I feel like I need to share my feelings with someone here, since I can't share it with people IRL. So basically I have social anxiety, I feel bad whenever I go to school or just go outside. Recently I've even felt emberassed and anxious when I had to get up from my seat in school....