Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2018 8:38 pm
Re: Im a loner and a failiure.
Posted: Sun Oct 14, 2018 6:34 am
Hello lost soul,
You,ve been through a lot dear.its very hard to manage to fight things daily like this.If I say I can feel your pain,that would be very less.Only you can understand what you're are going through exactly and no one else. .when you are down to nothing,god is upto something.!! I can understand that you must be drained so much with all these happenings that you wouldn't want to fight anymore.This does happen you feel stuck,you feel only worse would happen further.And you already been to the edge or far more.So you would doubt it.I know you would hate to hear this.Butdon't give up.You don't know your are fighting a lot.and god is seeing everything you feel.You Will come out of this.And things would get positive and good.I know it's hard to believe it when you see you've lost your inner faith and also on god.Its just matter of time dear.I know it's sounds sarcasm at this point.you would have no reason at this point you are standing.Through my experience I can only suggest faith in a higher power helps.Its the past deeds that surround us,and other multiple things.You will be in my prayers.You will come out of this .I don't know how is your feeling about god or a higher power.But it's the the one thing that helps.spirituality helps !. If you don't have good feelings about god right now.You may consider being in nature.I too am into depression.I went to my parents village once.and it helped a lot.i never knew how it healed me.being around trees,sunlight ,grass,birds.Nature has a way of healing.You and only you can help yourself and no one else.and I know too that this doesn't sound fair at this point since you don't have energy left.whenever your in energy part of your day.do keep your physical being good as well.since deficiencies add to more of this.