The breakdown

[xn728]

we,ll the breackdown came early on this year ,i was feeling lower than normal but i didnt say anything ,i was active on the forum and had lots of freinds ,one morning got up wanted to hurt myself and everyone else ,sold the laptop and that was it ,lost contact ,got on with life ,ha ,ha
4 mnths on and in a differant frame of mind ,fran ask if i would like a new laptop as i missed it so much ,couldent afford it but bought it anyhow .
logged on ,enjoy being back ,then a few weeks ago the deleteing post saga ,and today total and utter desolation ,why bother ,want to die ,
why ,i wish i underestood ,but my gaurd is up ,its very cunning my freind the visitor ,and would take me away if it could ,there would be no money for a laptop again this time ,i try to stay ok ,but just watch for the idiot
and dont be to harsh if he screws up again ,but im sure he wont ,he knows there would be no return ,i never explained this before ,i feel i should have done ,so here it is xn728 ,,,,,ken crazy ken !!!!!!!!!!!!

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

((((((((((((((((((((( Ken )))))))))))))))))))))

Ken, my friend Ken.

Warmie

[xn728]

hey warmie
glad to see your out ,thanks
it hurts today and i dont know why ,something bad is going to happen
you know ,i know! ken

[crystalgaze]

((((Ken)))))

[Mich]

*hugs* please keep fighting.

[xn728]

thanks everybody ,so kind ive never known this any were in life
iwill post later KEN

[lisalou]

big hugs from me too ken

[crystalgaze]

Alright.... I just couldn't help this one.....


GROUP HUG!!!! Let's huddle! ((((everyone))))

[xn728]

hey thats nice C THANKS FOR THAT hope your ok. KEN

[crystalgaze]

Hey there Ken....! Yes, I'm okay... I just have a sore throat that comes & goes, but I am working on it.

I'm not going to let it get me down right now. ^_^

Thanks for your thoughts!