Middle aged non passable TG feels like it’s too late for me

[SufferinginUT]

I’m a 46 yo 6’5” non passable TG. That’s laughable isn’t it? What woman is 6’5”? Very few.

I’m tired of pretending. It’s turned me into an alcoholic. I’ve always been depressed. I’ve always been suicidal. Things are bad right now. A LOT of shit has happened. I’m ready to quit and need friends.

I’d love to find someone to chat that may understand. I just NEED a friend.