Healed from depression

[bwall777]

[url][/url] https://youtu.be/fDS4GXebMXc

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I have had depression for all of my life's time. I would get discouraged here and there. You know that roller coaster life of feeling discouraged then encouraged yeah you know what I mean. It all began with having a interest in the demonic spiritual realm. I knew God but the depressive thoughts would keep on coming back to me making me sick in my mind. I gave Satan the victory in my mind with my thoughts. Growing up I got exposed to Halloween costumes in magazine ads, pornography, and the occult. My mind was indulged in those things. It never wanted to give up those sinful dark things. I went to Awana Bible Club memorizing all of those Bible verses. I would go to Impact group with my Church but I was acting like that 'good' Christian doing all of those good things putting on a fake smile showing I was doing 'great' on the outside but 'not great' on the inside. Have you ever had those times of feeling good like everything was going to be alright but not that great on the inside? I got exposed to the Satanic Black Metal scene back in the year 2012. It fed more into my depressive thinking. I allowed Satan to have control over my mind more and more as the years went by. I also got exposed to the most evil of sights of pornography on the internet as well as the occult which includes ghost hunting and Ouija boards and such things. I even wanted to give my soul to the Devil himself because things got worse and worse so much worse I wanted to sign one of those online pacts or deals giving my soul to the Devil himself. I didn't want to believe in God anymore. There were times when my mom caught me what I was doing and came to comfort me etc. I found out this genre of music called 'Depressive Black Metal Music' in the Extreme Heavy Metal scene. I was attached to that music still letting Satan have victory over my thoughts in my own mind. Life would just go back and forth. Discouraged then encouraged and on and on. I thought to myself once would this ever stop? Will I be ever rid of this cycle? In the past growing up I tried rededicating myself to Christ, getting baptized over and over but none of those things worked. I went to a few Harvest Crusades with Pastor Greg Laurie thinking that will help me but it wasn't the right time for God to heal me yet. I tried different things to help my depressive thinking like hobbies and other things but they did not work either. I had to at some point just give up and let the Lord do His thing. Recently on a Thursday July 25, 2019, I watched Harvest America the one in the year 2018 with Pastor Greg Laurie. The Pastor at the end said the sinners prayer and I repeated it one last time myself hoping this depressive cycle would go away. Then that one night I tried listening to that Depressive Black Metal music again trying to think those thoughts but they never came back! It has been a week now and I really do believe Jesus Christ who died on the Cross for our sins and rose again the third day supernaturally healed my depression permanently because I had dealt with it for all my life's time. God can heal you too. And I hope He will through Christ in His timing. Thank you for listening and may God be with you as you try to find Him in all you do throughout the day.

[Prycejosh1987]

[url][/url] https://youtu.be/fDS4GXebMXc

Full Text:
I have had depression for all of my life's time. I would get discouraged here and there. You know that roller coaster life of feeling discouraged then encouraged yeah you know what I mean. It all began with having a interest in the demonic spiritual realm. I knew God but the depressive thoughts would keep on coming back to me making me sick in my mind. I gave Satan the victory in my mind with my thoughts. Growing up I got exposed to Halloween costumes in magazine ads, pornography, and the occult. My mind was indulged in those things. It never wanted to give up those sinful dark things. I went to Awana Bible Club memorizing all of those Bible verses. I would go to Impact group with my Church but I was acting like that 'good' Christian doing all of those good things putting on a fake smile showing I was doing 'great' on the outside but 'not great' on the inside. Have you ever had those times of feeling good like everything was going to be alright but not that great on the inside? I got exposed to the Satanic Black Metal scene back in the year 2012. It fed more into my depressive thinking. I allowed Satan to have control over my mind more and more as the years went by. I also got exposed to the most evil of sights of pornography on the internet as well as the occult which includes ghost hunting and Ouija boards and such things. I even wanted to give my soul to the Devil himself because things got worse and worse so much worse I wanted to sign one of those online pacts or deals giving my soul to the Devil himself. I didn't want to believe in God anymore. There were times when my mom caught me what I was doing and came to comfort me etc. I found out this genre of music called 'Depressive Black Metal Music' in the Extreme Heavy Metal scene. I was attached to that music still letting Satan have victory over my thoughts in my own mind. Life would just go back and forth. Discouraged then encouraged and on and on. I thought to myself once would this ever stop? Will I be ever rid of this cycle? In the past growing up I tried rededicating myself to Christ, getting baptized over and over but none of those things worked. I went to a few Harvest Crusades with Pastor Greg Laurie thinking that will help me but it wasn't the right time for God to heal me yet. I tried different things to help my depressive thinking like hobbies and other things but they did not work either. I had to at some point just give up and let the Lord do His thing. Recently on a Thursday July 25, 2019, I watched Harvest America the one in the year 2018 with Pastor Greg Laurie. The Pastor at the end said the sinners prayer and I repeated it one last time myself hoping this depressive cycle would go away. Then that one night I tried listening to that Depressive Black Metal music again trying to think those thoughts but they never came back! It has been a week now and I really do believe Jesus Christ who died on the Cross for our sins and rose again the third day supernaturally healed my depression permanently because I had dealt with it for all my life's time. God can heal you too. And I hope He will through Christ in His timing. Thank you for listening and may God be with you as you try to find Him in all you do throughout the day.

Well done and AMEN, you saw the breakthrough, now continue to be an inspiration to others. Good luck. God helped you so you could do the same for others.