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altdprr
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miscellaneous

Postby altdprr » Sun Jun 23, 2019 3:02 pm

it’s 2:57 am, a monday night
i think i broke down four times today
i have no reason why
but i’ve been feeling so demotivated to do anything
i used to love doing my assignments and
i’ve always looked forward to my future
but i don’t know if i’m happy now
i don’t have the guts to own up to my own emotions
i feel like i’m alone on this path of mine
i used to know what i want to be when i grow up
now i’m a whole adult and i can’t see
the vision i created for myself
i keep running away from everything
the truth is i’m scared
i don’t have the guts to
disappoint my parents or anyone
all i do is sleep i’m not even tired
i am rushing for time to graduate
but i am not doing anything
i’m just very lost
and exhausted

kevinloveslena
Posts: 14
Joined: Tue Aug 07, 2018 8:28 am

Re: miscellaneous

Postby kevinloveslena » Tue Jun 25, 2019 5:14 pm

Hello,
I am so sorry that you are having such a difficult time as the conclusion to this chapter of your life comes to an end. My life used to be like a yo-yo whenever I transitioned (and often even when I did not). When things got tough, I would get down...and then when they would get better my mood and outlook would improve. One day I found out that my mood could consistently be positive...I didn't believe it! However, It actually happened. It took me to accept Christ into my heart and to read His Word, but once I did that everything fell into place! Please know that I will pray for you.
Kevin


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