what has become of me?
Posted: Wed Feb 13, 2019 1:45 pm
hi i am new here
and also new to the depression world. i didnt knew i was depressed the thing is i didnt knew what has happened to me
i was married two months back arranged by my parents quickly fell in love with my fiance and everything was ok at first ofcourse when you are blinded by "love" you are blinded. i couldnt the see the red signs which were all over the place cut to two months my in laws and my husband threw me out of the house.
yep they did.
i didnt knew what has happened. i was so blinded by the concept of love i forget there was never really love anywhere
i called him again and again he never picked up
i msged him soooo many times he never replied
i was in the worst place still am
latest i heard they are thinking of divorce
i sleep all day i cry all night and nothing else
why this has happened to me?
what have i become?
does god looks down at me and think this is enough?
does he care that i am in pain?
why people dont know mercy?
why has the world forgotten the meaning of love?
when i look at myself in the mirror i fell emptyness and sadness
when will this end?
and also new to the depression world. i didnt knew i was depressed the thing is i didnt knew what has happened to me
i was married two months back arranged by my parents quickly fell in love with my fiance and everything was ok at first ofcourse when you are blinded by "love" you are blinded. i couldnt the see the red signs which were all over the place cut to two months my in laws and my husband threw me out of the house.
yep they did.
i didnt knew what has happened. i was so blinded by the concept of love i forget there was never really love anywhere
i called him again and again he never picked up
i msged him soooo many times he never replied
i was in the worst place still am
latest i heard they are thinking of divorce
i sleep all day i cry all night and nothing else
why this has happened to me?
what have i become?
does god looks down at me and think this is enough?
does he care that i am in pain?
why people dont know mercy?
why has the world forgotten the meaning of love?
when i look at myself in the mirror i fell emptyness and sadness
when will this end?