Don't know what to do anymore.
Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2019 1:05 am
So before 2 months ago me and my girlfriend broke up. I was deeply in love with her and I was the first one who actually loved her because what she is rather than what she has. And.. of course everybody has secrets.. So she had PTSD, BPD, OCD, Major Depression and Social Anxiety. And at the time i knew all of that.. I just became even more in love with her. I wanted to protect her from anything in this world and make her truly happy.. But as I thought.. She wanted to break up with me, and she did. At the time she did that i was suffering the most i have ever did in my entire life. I became always depressed with suicidal thoughts and attempts. And now, after 2 months my depression got a little bit better, I stalk her on the internet every place I can and can't forget about her and love her. I just don't know what to do anymore.