Not sure if just difficult time or depression
Posted: Thu Jan 03, 2019 5:44 pm
Hi!
In the past year and a half I have started to struggle with certain life aspects.
Mainly I am a little slow at University, I started late, took a long time to finish undergrad degree, now in postgrad and still not finished and working an unrelated Job I don't particularly enjoy.
I was supposed to write my thesis this semester but didnt not get along with the professor. Now there is a new curriculum and I need to take a couple of courses before doing the thesis with someone else.
However even with a masters degree the chances of a job are currently not great.
I also work 30hrs per week and cannot attend all the courses I want, my employer is extremely unflexible and I had kind of a fall out with the Wife of the HR guy. So yeah. I usually don't get much done.
However my biggest problem is that I cannot sleep properly, I usually wake up at 4am all the time. During the day I am tired, and mostly uninterested in things.
I had a nice roommate but she moved out, which left me a little sad for a while. But she was good at pushing me a little.
My parents are a bit disappointed and dont understand. I get along well with them normally but they live in different countries.
My dad recently got prostate cancer and I miss him.
I only have one good friend but have not disclosed my situation.
I don't know if I am just going through some hardship or if it is depression.
Thanks for listening!
In the past year and a half I have started to struggle with certain life aspects.
Mainly I am a little slow at University, I started late, took a long time to finish undergrad degree, now in postgrad and still not finished and working an unrelated Job I don't particularly enjoy.
I was supposed to write my thesis this semester but didnt not get along with the professor. Now there is a new curriculum and I need to take a couple of courses before doing the thesis with someone else.
However even with a masters degree the chances of a job are currently not great.
I also work 30hrs per week and cannot attend all the courses I want, my employer is extremely unflexible and I had kind of a fall out with the Wife of the HR guy. So yeah. I usually don't get much done.
However my biggest problem is that I cannot sleep properly, I usually wake up at 4am all the time. During the day I am tired, and mostly uninterested in things.
I had a nice roommate but she moved out, which left me a little sad for a while. But she was good at pushing me a little.
My parents are a bit disappointed and dont understand. I get along well with them normally but they live in different countries.
My dad recently got prostate cancer and I miss him.
I only have one good friend but have not disclosed my situation.
I don't know if I am just going through some hardship or if it is depression.
Thanks for listening!