so now for the third time I'm on yet again another type of tablet. This time they are also making me vomit and still have the night sweats. I'm having withdrawls from my other medication and side of effects of the new ones. While all that is going on I'm back feeling sad and hopeless. I don't want to be around people and have no interest in doing anything. My boyfriend says he understands where I'm coming from cause he said he was once too depressed, so why can't I just pull myself out of this. He does try to understand and when I think he's actually does,he says hurtful things to me. Which that ends up making me feel even worse. I feel like he does want to be with me but he's now thinking that this isn't what he signed in for.
I'm just so sad lately and sick and I'm just fed up of having to deal with this. I'm tired all the time and just want my life back.
