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by RustyTavern
Thu Jan 24, 2019 5:53 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: just bottled up feelings.
Replies: 1
Views: 294

Re: just bottled up feelings.

since a stream of terrible events &break downs I have come out living in a fantasy world and lying to sustain this fantasy and in the backwash I let escape the most perfect woman I have ever met whilst hoping to get back with the shit wallet stealing bitch I had children with just for the childr...
by RustyTavern
Thu Jan 24, 2019 5:24 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: New Here
Replies: 4
Views: 493

Re: New Here

I don't where else to turn. I just know it's getting worse. I'm a married mother of 4. I broke down due to some very hard times all hitting me at once (the house was broken into, husband trying to leave me after I found out he had several affairs, failing 2 classes and having to drop out of 1, car ...
by RustyTavern
Wed Jan 23, 2019 6:53 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: What to do, Where to turn, What to think...f*** me
Replies: 2
Views: 839

Re: What to do, Where to turn, What to think...f*** me

I don't know where to start or how detailed to get. My life is turning into a big cycle of despair, repetition, frustration and emptiness. Everyday I wake up and feel sick to my stomach that I have to endure another day of the same monotonous bullshit as the last. Monday through Friday is filled wi...
by RustyTavern
Wed Jan 23, 2019 6:52 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I feel like dying
Replies: 3
Views: 541

Re: I feel like dying

Hey everyone who is reading this. There are a lot of people in this website who need help and I feel selfish for writing here because I feel like that there is no actual reason for me to be sad. Nothing has happened to me. I've just been depressed for as long as I can remember. I have eating disord...
by RustyTavern
Wed Jan 23, 2019 2:35 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Im alone Pt. 1
Replies: 6
Views: 1440

Re: Im alone Pt. 1

Hello everyone I'm alone. I'm rude. I'm disrespectful. I'm mean. I'm arrogant. I follow no rules and I want to die. I don't want to die because i'm so terribly depressed and everyone doesn't know the real me or anything like that but because i'm curious. I'm curious to know what it feels like. What...
by RustyTavern
Wed Jan 23, 2019 2:23 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: dead inside.
Replies: 8
Views: 466

Re: dead inside.

I am new to this. All of this. Ive never really admitted to anyone that I have a problem, yet here I am, pouring everything out to the Internet. or whoever is reading. I cant really give a damn if everyone or noone who reads its. They say opening up to a stranger is easiest. What if you've never op...
by RustyTavern
Wed Jan 23, 2019 1:01 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Nearly broken.
Replies: 7
Views: 539

Re: Nearly broken.

Alright. Maybe if I speak to the parts that I relate to it will help in some way. Shutting people out is something I can share with you when I'm not being attended to. It has DESTROYED my relationships. I understand the punishing part. It was only when I pushed people away that I realized the destr...
by RustyTavern
Wed Jan 23, 2019 12:59 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: dead inside.
Replies: 8
Views: 466

Re: dead inside.

I am new to this. All of this. Ive never really admitted to anyone that I have a problem, yet here I am, pouring everything out to the Internet. or whoever is reading. I cant really give a damn if everyone or noone who reads its. They say opening up to a stranger is easiest. What if you've never op...
by RustyTavern
Mon Jan 21, 2019 5:46 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Many fail because they have confused the Devil as God
Replies: 0
Views: 258

Many fail because they have confused the Devil as God

As soon as I had found true love, become unable to orgasm with anyone else, it was too late and she'd left me, because of my bad behaviour.

What more proof people do you need to accept that there is only a Devil masquerading, as of course any Devil would, God!
by RustyTavern
Sun Jan 20, 2019 8:27 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: My Dad
Replies: 8
Views: 1525

Re: My Dad

RustyTavern an abused child NEVER has to say sorry to his/her abuser regardless of who it is, parent or not. Say sorry to the person who abused you isn't an "opportunity " it is self-deprecation. I did not dismiss your "advise" because of my own experience with this subject matt...
by RustyTavern
Sat Jan 19, 2019 8:25 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Nearly broken.
Replies: 7
Views: 539

Re: Nearly broken.

Have a good wash, use sweet perfume and wear suspenders.
by RustyTavern
Sat Jan 05, 2019 8:31 am
Forum: Feedback and Suggestions
Topic: Reason for a ban.
Replies: 5
Views: 2900

Re: Reason for a ban.

I went on the chat room today. All I said was hi, and then it said I was banned from the room! I tried to go back to see why, but it banned my ip; for saying hi... My suggestion is to state a reason for being banned, so anyone who is banned knows what they did and isn't left in even more anger and ...
by RustyTavern
Sat Jan 05, 2019 8:31 am
Forum: Feedback and Suggestions
Topic: Reason for a ban.
Replies: 5
Views: 2900

Re: Reason for a ban.

Hi i have something similar, i wanted to ask someone if they have account on discord, not to advertise something, but these chats are really anonymous and i Just didnt wanna lose contact with him. Well now im banned and i just wanna ask if theres something i could do about it? Do i have to wait? Wh...
by RustyTavern
Sat Jan 05, 2019 8:29 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Most Everyone is an A-hole
Replies: 2
Views: 1463

Most Everyone is an A-hole

Whether its the salespeople, lawyer, ineffective police, lazy Courts, in reality over 99% of people are greedy, lazy aholes that will put their hand in your pocket for silver, cut your heart out for gold, burn your family for platinum.
by RustyTavern
Sat Jan 05, 2019 8:25 am
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Need advice
Replies: 6
Views: 1061

Re: Need advice

I have been on prozac for 20 yrs and I think it is not working for me anymore. My Dr asked me the last time I had a visit how my med were doing and at the time I said OK but truth is I have been crying more then usual. Has anyone else experienced this and did your dr increase your med dosage or try...

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