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by Graywolf
Mon Apr 09, 2018 4:41 pm
Forum: Family and Friends of People Living with Depression
Topic: Why..... that's all I want to know
Replies: 2
Views: 1662

Re: Why..... that's all I want to know

My doctor is looking for a therapist close to me that I can afford. So I mainly talk to my primary doctor because she knows what financial shape I'm in. I'm on the max meds that I can take with all my other meds I have to take, and its alot. I can't imagine what life would be without the meds. I'm t...
by Graywolf
Sun Apr 08, 2018 8:18 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Graywolf the hillbilly
Replies: 0
Views: 1345

Graywolf the hillbilly

I was in chat room earlier and I found out how freking stupid I really am. There are so many people that are so smart. All these people with all these college degrees that are fussing about work and salaries. What I can't figure out is what if they were me and had my mentality and smarts as a human ...
by Graywolf
Sat Apr 07, 2018 8:59 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: No lovin....... no good
Replies: 1
Views: 1458

No lovin....... no good

Me and my wife have been married for 24 years and I'm miserable. I think I have boy cooties or something. I know that I'm not the easiest person to live with. I know I'm not the best looking guy. I really know that I'm worthless. This is why, see I'm not a man anymore. I'm not able too work anymore ...
by Graywolf
Fri Apr 06, 2018 6:52 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Blowing off steam
Replies: 2
Views: 1554

Re: Blowing off steam

I get in a very dark place really quick, and I can't stop it. I just sometimes wish it would stop. I just want to feel like I used to. There a big difference between what I was, and what I am. I don't care for the person I am now. I used to be the jokester of the bunch. The life of a party. I was a ...
by Graywolf
Fri Apr 06, 2018 11:52 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Blowing off steam
Replies: 2
Views: 1554

Blowing off steam

Well I guess this is where I go to blow off steam. It seams like no one wants to lesten to me. I get so freaking mad because people around me just won't take the time just to lesten. I feel like if I don't get some of these feelings off my chest I'm going to explode. I don't know what to do. So wher...
by Graywolf
Thu Apr 05, 2018 3:35 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Death..... the reaper cometh
Replies: 4
Views: 1900

Death..... the reaper cometh

Does any ever pray for death, because they are to much of a coward to do it them selves or believe that it's a sin before God, and there is no forgiveness for that. I try so hard to be a good person, but my depression gets in the way. I'm to the point that I absolutely can't stand myself. I'll go as...
by Graywolf
Thu Apr 05, 2018 2:16 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: This is the story of me Graywolf
Replies: 3
Views: 1433

Re: This is the story of me Graywolf

Not at all my friend. If it wasn't for my church I would have had a bullet sandwich a long time ago. At least now I know I'm not in this fight alone. Some people around me see this big strong capable man and think I'm putting on a show or something. Yes I'm a large guy and all but I just can't do th...
by Graywolf
Wed Apr 04, 2018 11:39 pm
Forum: Family and Friends of People Living with Depression
Topic: Why..... that's all I want to know
Replies: 2
Views: 1662

Why..... that's all I want to know

I'm 48 year old man and I sit around and cry all the time. I get to thinking about what I am unable to do any more, and I'm so tired of feeling like this. I can't even provide for my family any more. So what kind of man am I that can't provide for them. I'm sorry but I'm from the old school where a ...
by Graywolf
Wed Apr 04, 2018 11:15 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Why can't I love him properly?
Replies: 6
Views: 1596

Re: Why can't I love him properly?

Kool, it looks like you are on the right path to getting your life back on track. Hang in there you'll make it. You have a goal so go for it. If this person is your one true love don't blow it because of depression. Talk to them openly about what you are going through. If they truly love you they wi...
by Graywolf
Wed Apr 04, 2018 5:12 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: This is the story of me Graywolf
Replies: 3
Views: 1433

This is the story of me Graywolf

I am just a simple man with simple needs. I just need to be better from this illness called depression. My story is one of incredible misfortune and circumstances. It all started in October of 2016 and is still unbearable. I went to the local quick care because I was having trouble breathing. They c...
by Graywolf
Wed Apr 04, 2018 12:39 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Why can't I love him properly?
Replies: 6
Views: 1596

Re: Why can't I love him properly?

I know what you are going through. My wife and I have been married for 24 years. We were so much in love with each other. But after my bypass surgery I changed not for the better but for the worse. I been like you for a year and a half. Crying distancing myself from others. I take my meds and see my...

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