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by Searching Freedom
Fri Apr 20, 2018 4:07 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Couldn't find a title...
Replies: 6
Views: 434

Re: Couldn't find a title...

Wow.....that was really good!!!! You should really be a writer! It was very powerful, meaningful, relatable and I would love to see more if you have? Janine I don't have more. Sorry. But I'm thinking of writing new things like this when I'll can. And by "can" I mean when I'll find the wor...
by Searching Freedom
Fri Apr 20, 2018 4:00 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Couldn't find a title...
Replies: 6
Views: 434

Re: Couldn't find a title...

This is beautiful, raw and deep. How long have you been writing? It's also clearly an outlet...do you let anyone else in on this? Thanks for sharing such vulnerable thoughts and experiences. Quite powerful to write to your future self... Actually, I've never done something like this before. At leas...
by Searching Freedom
Wed Apr 18, 2018 1:26 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Couldn't find a title...
Replies: 6
Views: 434

Couldn't find a title...

Stop stealing my colours. Stop singing my song. Stop writing pages in MY STORY, my book. Stop living my life, like I'm already gone, like I'm already dead. The truth is...I'm still here. Deep in my soul, when you're not living my life, I exist. I breath. I feel. I'm in pain, but I wish to let happin...
by Searching Freedom
Sun Dec 31, 2017 9:36 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: 2017
Replies: 1
Views: 1089

2017

Worst year ever. I kept hearing voices, I kept seing things that weren't actually there. I wasn't brave enough to say what I feel. And I hate myself for that. I took pills and ended in hospital. I was treated like a simple creature by my stepfather. I lost everyone. I cut myself and I ended in hospi...
by Searching Freedom
Sun Oct 22, 2017 10:37 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Reasons to live
Replies: 7
Views: 1725

Re: Reasons to live

Everything on your list is nice. <3 Whenever I'm suicidal, I think of this one event which happened last Christmas of 2015. I was on my way to a gathering and my friend was supposed to pick me up at a convenience store near her place. There were kids gathered outside the convenience store and asked...
by Searching Freedom
Sun Oct 22, 2017 10:30 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Reasons to live
Replies: 7
Views: 1725

Re: Reasons to live

Thanks for sharing the reasons to live list, Ellie. That's a fantastic list and I found it useful. When you think about it, there are definitely more reasons to live than there are reasons to take your life. Sure, ending one's life may also end the emotional suffering, but what about the many, many...
by Searching Freedom
Sat Oct 21, 2017 8:53 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Reasons to live
Replies: 7
Views: 1725

Reasons to live

Now that I am thinking about suicide again, I feel that it will be a good idea to think about the reasons to stay alive. Maybe this will help you as much as it will help me. 1. Watching stars. 2. Dancing in the rain. 3. Seeing the purity in a child's eyes. 4. Laugh till your stomach hurts. 5. Swimmi...
by Searching Freedom
Sat Oct 21, 2017 8:19 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: When will I be free?
Replies: 2
Views: 1019

When will I be free?

I've never taken into consideration this. Writing about my problems. Where people can see. But I can't handle this. Not anymore. I'm writing to you, crying, because I need help. I want to be free. But...how can I? I thought I was getting better, until two hours ago, when my thoughts, my old thoughts...

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