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by Orchaid Lover
Tue Dec 08, 2020 4:23 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Drowning
Replies: 1
Views: 1533

Drowning

I've had depression for a long time. For as long as I can remember, though I was officially diagnosed just a few years ago. I like to think that I got better but honestly I think I just got better about hiding it. My family didn't handle things very well, honestly I think the only reason that believ...
by Orchaid Lover
Wed Dec 25, 2019 10:04 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: hard time
Replies: 1
Views: 3833

hard time

I have been doing okay for the past few months but lately I've just hit a low. Honestly, this time of year is really hard for me. I had made an attempt on my life a couple years ago and it was right before Christmas that I'd hit the point where I'd given up and within a month had made the attempt. A...
by Orchaid Lover
Fri Nov 29, 2019 7:01 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: my fear
Replies: 4
Views: 4491

Re: my fear

I'm sorry you're struggling so much. College is really difficult. I however don't think that it'll be the best years of your life. At 19 there's still so much out there for you to do. Right now it may be hard, but one day when you're doing something you love, whether it's architecture or something e...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Nov 14, 2019 12:25 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Thanks
Replies: 0
Views: 4370

Thanks

So I just made another post about some of the more negative things going on in my life and I started looking through my older post. Despite everything I'm actually at a pretty good point in my life and I just wanted to say thanks to everyone on the site who, when I was at a low and feeling worthless...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Nov 14, 2019 12:05 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Trying to be happy
Replies: 0
Views: 4364

Trying to be happy

So it's been a while since I've posted anything and I'm not really looking for replies. I kind of just needed a place to air out some of my feelings. So I was dating this girl for a couple months and she dumped me with a text message. A day later she tried to text me again and I told her to leave me...
by Orchaid Lover
Sun Aug 19, 2018 11:46 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Broken
Replies: 2
Views: 3827

Broken

So I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for a really long time. I've been to therapy, I've been put on medications, the whole nine yards. And to be honest... I'm tired. I'm just so, so tired of trying to deal with it, handle everything in my life. I feel liked there's this enormous weight, ...
by Orchaid Lover
Mon Jul 02, 2018 3:54 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Me
Replies: 2
Views: 2852

Re: Me

How are you doing?
by Orchaid Lover
Mon Jul 02, 2018 3:50 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Could Use Some Help
Replies: 5
Views: 5980

Re: Could Use Some Help

It sucks when it's a sibling who's abusing you because people always respond with "Siblings fight" and say that it's normal. I still struggle to cope with it and honestly a part of me is still scared of my brother. I know that he'll never land a hand on me again because I'm able to fight b...
by Orchaid Lover
Mon Jul 02, 2018 3:46 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: ANXIETY,PANICAL ATTACKS AND HIGH STRESS LEVELS IN MY LIFE-help me please
Replies: 5
Views: 5434

Re: ANXIETY,PANICAL ATTACKS AND HIGH STRESS LEVELS IN MY LIFE-help me please

Alexandra321, you can PM me whenever. I'm really glad you've talked to your friend. I've seen doctors and therapists and been put on medication but honestly if it weren't for my two best friends I wouldn't be here and doing as well as I am right now. Having someone that I'm close with and can share ...
by Orchaid Lover
Mon Jul 02, 2018 3:39 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Normal...
Replies: 3
Views: 4455

Re: Normal...

So I'm actually doing a bit better. my friends had started to notice that I wasn't doing so well and made me talk to them. I'm no longer seeing a therapist and I'm trying to get off my medication. I'm overall pretty okay it's just every once in a while I hit some lows and it helps me to kind of air ...
by Orchaid Lover
Fri Apr 27, 2018 10:49 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Could Use Some Help
Replies: 5
Views: 5980

Re: Could Use Some Help

I honestly have trouble opening up to people in general. Growing up with an abusive older brother when ever I tried to go to my parents for help they ignored me and the problem so I guess I just stopped trying to get help from others. Now it's been so long that keeping everything bottled up is kind ...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Apr 19, 2018 9:16 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: ANXIETY,PANICAL ATTACKS AND HIGH STRESS LEVELS IN MY LIFE-help me please
Replies: 5
Views: 5434

Re: ANXIETY,PANICAL ATTACKS AND HIGH STRESS LEVELS IN MY LIFE-help me please

Honestly, dealing with school and depression sucks. The best the that has happened to me in a long time was graduating school last year. It's stressful and all you want to do is never go back there again, as least it was like that for me. I know that doesn't really work as advice but honestly the mo...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Apr 19, 2018 9:09 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Could Use Some Help
Replies: 5
Views: 5980

Could Use Some Help

So I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for a long time. I've posted on her a few times, usually when I'm having a really hard time and I need to vent. I have a really hard time talking to people about my... difficulties. I'm not really the kind of ask for help person. So how do I let someo...
by Orchaid Lover
Sun Apr 08, 2018 9:28 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Normal...
Replies: 3
Views: 4455

Normal...

I have been depressed for a long time, honestly I don't even know what it's like to be anything else. Every time I thing I'm getting better something happens that reminds me that I'm not. I didn't exactly have the best home situation growing up. My older brother has anger issues and basically just t...
by Orchaid Lover
Fri Dec 15, 2017 4:01 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Seems like a waste
Replies: 3
Views: 3340

Re: Seems like a waste

Hey Unblockeddarksol, (I like your username by the way). It sounds like, to me, that you may have some social anxiety that kind of makes a bit socially awkward. Social media can make it easier to communicate with people in a way you wouldn't or couldn't in person. You definitely don't come off as a ...

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