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by creaker
Mon Oct 13, 2014 9:45 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: My situation.
Replies: 9
Views: 2152

Hi Simon, There are a lot of career paths that could benefit from the attitudes you have learned in the military, especially the aspects of self discipline and taking leadership of others. Apart from the obvious military style setups like police, there are other careers that could do with your skill...
by creaker
Mon Oct 13, 2014 9:18 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Severely depressed and want to "check out". Please
Replies: 1
Views: 920

Hi Ryan, You have taken some positive steps already. You have a therapist, and you have posted here. That shows that you can talk about your problems. I think this is the key for you... Please talk to your parents. They will find out what is happening eventually, and the sooner you talk to them, the...
by creaker
Mon Oct 13, 2014 9:01 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: A cry for help!!! My life is on pause and I'm wasting time!
Replies: 9
Views: 2696

Hi ShoppingQueen, I feel for you, your life crushed by a thing I have never understood - womens hairstyle. I'll give some advice on things I can understand... I understand how you didn't accept your dad loving another woman than your mum, especially so soon after they separated. Can you now accept t...
by creaker
Fri Oct 03, 2014 10:30 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: im dying and no one cares
Replies: 332
Views: 118931

I wish you could understand that you are not alone. There are people who care about you. Who are willing to be your friend, no matter what happens. I am one of them. To protect yourself, you have developed a habit of shutting people out. It is normal to do this when you are hurt by those you trusted...
by creaker
Fri Oct 03, 2014 10:13 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Objectively undesirable
Replies: 4
Views: 1588

Probably the most attractive feature of a guy is "confidence" :) At high school, one time I spoke up for something I believed in, and suddenly a girl found me attractive. Unfortunately I didn't know what to do, so I ignored her until she went away -- I don't recommend this particular tacti...
by creaker
Tue Sep 02, 2014 6:12 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Never felt so unwanted
Replies: 6
Views: 2017

Re: Never felt so unwanted

Hi Forget Well done on getting your feelings written down, it is a very brave step to take. I feel humbled by your mistreatment and your strength in coping so far. Please forgive my approach here, I am offering you advice based solely on my opinions and experience, feel free to disagree! And anyone ...
by creaker
Mon Sep 01, 2014 4:24 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Lost.
Replies: 9
Views: 2402

Hi Chitin, thank you for putting the effort into getting your story up here. I wish you the best of luck improving your life, and I hope I can offer some understanding, some of the things I have learned from my own mistakes and experiences. Your family, like my family and likely many others, may be ...
by creaker
Sun Aug 31, 2014 8:49 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: What does motivation feel like?
Replies: 22
Views: 5477

I think Ieris and Ayrton Senna's points together may be a key... when being a follower in everything, motivation is kind of not needed.

I myself have found that if I am playing the role of leader for something, where other people are looking to me for guidance, my motivation shoots up high.
by creaker
Wed Aug 20, 2014 6:44 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Depression all alone is killing me. ( Triggering Material )
Replies: 11
Views: 3176

Broken dreams litter The ground at my feet Lost love, lost friends Did the dealer cheat Whatever can I offer Whatever can I give I have nothing I just live I peer at a fearful world From behind blurry eyes I see you hiding And then surprise I see inside your pain I see under your tears Your heart is...
by creaker
Fri Aug 08, 2014 2:21 am
Forum: Family and Friends of People Living with Depression
Topic: i can't get over this
Replies: 3
Views: 3594

What is a past? Some experiences in our past were great, we wish we had more of them. Some things we did were mistakes, we hope to learn from them. Some times were horrible, making our memories recoil. Some times were sad, remembering these helps us cope with today's sadness. All of these belong to ...
by creaker
Fri Aug 08, 2014 1:53 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: dream in love
Replies: 2
Views: 4785

Emotions, wishes and dreams are trying to get out into the world, I feel like I am standing in their way sometimes.
by creaker
Fri Aug 08, 2014 1:51 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: when to stop saying I love you
Replies: 4
Views: 5258

Thank you!
by creaker
Fri Aug 08, 2014 1:49 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: we met in chat
Replies: 0
Views: 4324

we met in chat

we met, you and I, in black and white chat your personality showed through like a marmalade cat we danced around jokes, slid banisters of fun and hid from the fiery glare of the sun we stirred pools of sadness, hid there in shadow pierced our hearts with a double arrow we battered each other like wi...
by creaker
Fri Aug 08, 2014 12:15 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: dream in love
Replies: 2
Views: 4785

dream in love

As you take rest
Your tensions relax
Thoughts unwind and fade
Life's torments pause

I touch your hair
And kiss closed eyes
Your mouth smiles
You dream in love
by creaker
Tue Aug 05, 2014 11:19 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: when to stop saying I love you
Replies: 4
Views: 5258

when to stop saying I love you

when i move to kiss your cheek, you pull away
when i touch your shoulder, you shrug off my hand
when i say goodnight, you don't respond
when i arrive or leave, you don't meet my eyes
when i say i love you, where do the words go?

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