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by BlackMedick
Fri Jan 31, 2014 1:53 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Just my story (less what's still to be written)
Replies: 4
Views: 3161

I'm not sure why I stopped the meds...I think it might have been partly because I had less energy because of it, but again, I don't have much more without it. I must have grown too confident in my newfound capacity to be happy, and figured I could manage without the help of drugs. And I did for some...
by BlackMedick
Thu Jan 30, 2014 3:59 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: just venting hate (maay trigger)
Replies: 15
Views: 9083

That's one hell of a long list. I can't rely on everything, but some really did ring a bell. Sometimes I feel such strong hatred toward people, not one particular individual but more like a crowd, that I have actual thoughts of cold blooded murder running through my head. It doesn't help in the gett...
by BlackMedick
Thu Jan 30, 2014 3:16 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Just my story (less what's still to be written)
Replies: 4
Views: 3161

Just my story (less what's still to be written)

So, my story... I was born in Florida, but I lived most of my life in Paris. That's a detail I guess, but I've always missed Orlando, the smell of rain and nature in the morning and the scorching hot sun. I was happy as a child. A bit shy, and as I grew older, maybe more into books than people, but ...
by BlackMedick
Thu Jan 30, 2014 2:25 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Hello. Here to try and get some understanding
Replies: 3
Views: 2488

4EverMe : Thank you for you concern. No, I don't actually pray, for I don't believe in God...But I suppose it's a chance to believe. Fallen : I used to really love Paris, but the rain, crowded streets and empty eyes in the subway is making it harder and harder for me to live here. The all city is a ...
by BlackMedick
Wed Jan 29, 2014 5:15 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Hello. Here to try and get some understanding
Replies: 3
Views: 2488

Hello. Here to try and get some understanding

Hello, I'm 22, I live in Paris and I...oh whatever. I've been struggling with depression for years. Went through lots of different coursesof therapy, some helped a bit in my understanding of the sickness. But the sneaky one evolves, it seems. I used to be horribly sad all the time. I would cut, try ...

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