It's nighttime again ...

Filed under: Ardent — ardent @ 06:04:21 pm

... and I find myself trapped between boredom and a lack of motivation to do anything. Video games don't hold my interest for more than a couple minutes until they turn dull and I return to staring at the screen, waiting for something.

Waiting for what though? For a miracle cure to everything that ails me or for some spark of genius thats going to revolutionize my mental landscape ... like a miracle cure.
Given that no miracle cure actually exists all that's left to do is to wait for meds and therapy to take effect and given that - while my meds are moderately well adjusted - I haven't found a therapist yet I'm stuck with ... this.

Inspiration comes slow today... the only thing that keeps me writing is the faint hope that I'll feel better once I get "it" off my chest. Or maybe there is nothing to get out anyway, maybe the simple act of sharing whatever I think up is enough to calm me down. I don't know, I'll need to perform some more testing ie. blog some more...

Maybe I'll add to this post when inspiration strikes later this night (if it does) but right now I need a smoke. cya

Trackback address for this post:


Comments, Trackbacks:

No Comments/Trackbacks for this post yet...

Leave a comment:

Your email address will not be displayed on this site.
Your URL will be displayed.

Allowed XHTML tags: <p, ul, ol, li, dl, dt, dd, address, blockquote, ins, del, span, bdo, br, em, strong, dfn, code, samp, kdb, var, cite, abbr, acronym, q, sub, sup, tt, i, b, big, small>
(Line breaks become <br />)
(Set cookies for name, email and url)
(Allow users to contact you through a message form (your email will NOT be displayed.))
This is a captcha-picture. It is used to prevent mass-access by robots.
Please enter the characters from the image above. (case insensitive)

powered by  b2evolution
This skin features a CSS file originally designed for WordPress (See design credits in style.css).
In order to ensure maximum compatibility with WP CSS files, most b2evolution features that do not exist in WP are hidden from this generic wpc_* skin.