Am I even inspired?
I am just sitting here wanting to do something creative. I have ideas for writing but I cannot decide..well, let me say "WE" cannot decide anything. My alters and I.
Lately there has been a lot of ill communication and unrest which leads to nights like this where making descisions just don't really happen. I hate it. The others just are kinda like "wtf dude this sucks" and therefore everyone has been rather quiet.
One would think that when you have DID you would WANT all to be "quiet" but in OUR world, quiet is unsettling. Unsettling in the fact that we go totally emotionless and find something neutral to do. Work mode. I may post here some of the things that we write about stuff, like the writing explaining said "work mode"
One thing in work mode that sucks.. INTERRUPTIONS.
As I write, I receive a PM on my other computer from a close friend... like... no.
And I WONDER WHY at times I just wanna start shooting ppl at point blank range at this time of the night :P
The PM however is okay and not a big deal cause this is just a free form blog entry. Free for all! Yay!
I feel pretty decent about the day though so I plan on trying to keep things decent and (the PM was just an address) relaxing with little stress. It seems that I can do that fairly safely. The first thing in doing that is getting up, refilling soda and getting a cig. We will write more later and maybe post some other writings on here as well. The alters are not sure how they feel about publically posting some of the things we write but it may help others understand us and whatnot.
Blah blah blah I am SO done now. =)
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