Their My Thoughts, I Made Them

I may not know what it looks like, but I know what I would like. I don't want to live in the area that I live in . That would be the state I live in. I want hot and dry. Since I've been back from Mexico ( not that I would ever live there!), I have seen that I really don't want to be here anymore. Or at least when I stop working. The Med. Doc. has talked a little with me about Goals and what it would look like if I was having a life. Then when I was with my friend and we were moving him made me think. Hope, Faith, Forgiveness. I just realized that there is not Hope if I'm not Happy. Not that making a move like that would make me Happy. I just felt that if I at least do something about checking it out that there was/is Hope. I'm going to the desert Southwest in June where, I won't say here. I have a couple of places that I would consider and I'm going to the first choice. I don't have to do anything just go and take a look and get a feel of how it is. I looked at home prices a little and I can afford to buy if I can rent it out in the meantime. That's way down the road. But, I have thought to the fact that I don't know anybody and I'm not that social. What would happen if I needed help or something? Also, my family won't really be pleased about it. I need to see if there is a place in the world for me. Will I know it if I find it? I think it would be just Grand if I just connected with this place and, well, maybe there would be motivation and Hope and Faith....