Their My Thoughts, I Made Them

I spent the day yesterday and the baby come running to me when I got there. I was surprised by it, gave me a hug and kiss. Later she even spent time with me at the sand box and near the pool. We talked, ( she knows a lot of words now) and she sorta got the understanding that she had to wait till the Sun came up today. Cute. The older boy played cards with me. I guess I connected with them and I feel better about that as I was not doing well interacting with them. I saw my niece's mom to and felt better about that too. I'm overwhelmed with the business stuff I have to deal with. I'm scared about finding the new Med. Doc. I did get my Lunesta back and am really glad of that. I'm not sure if I wrote about my new work for Fall/Winter. It will suck as it has so much overtime built in without a lot of brake time. I will be tiring and I don't look forward to it at all. I'm not sure how to work stuff out. I just want nothing to be going on. I'm home today and have to get ready for work tomorrow, but I have a lot done already and will be able to just dream most of the day. I seem to rather be home doing that then being out in the world. The Depression is mild, and would rather die still.