Archives for: December 2011, 23


Permalink 08:22:59 am, Categories: General, 288 words

Had a scare with computer when I signed on. It gave me a weird cisco connect sign in that I've not heard of before. Long story short and a couple of phone calls later, I signed it off and turned it back on again and that stopped that and have been able to get on the internet. But, is this a sign to come? I just keep thinking not one more thing and yet it's always going to be something. My cousin who I don't see is passing and I don't want to deal with it. Having to call and lie about not going to the funeral and all that stuff. I don't have the time off and can't afford it will have to work. I just feel bad as I went to my other cousins funeral earlier and yet I was seeing him at least once a year and talking to him on the phone here and there. I just don't need it. I also am not going to Christmas at my nephew's. I told them I wasn't doing it. I don't like the Christmas stuff as I've mentioned here before. I did explain to my sister a little and she said she understood and won't do anything for me. Finally. I thought about it yesterday and why should I just except it from other in the "spirit of things" as it makes them feel good. What about the person who is getting it, don't they have a say about it and if asked what they would like? I'll write more about this, I have to go to work. I'm glad that the computer is working, although I don't know if this means something is going on!

Their My Thoughts, I Made Them

Yes, there just thoughts! Some are irrational(most really). Yes, the thought provokes a feeling. Yes, the feeling provokes a reaction. Change the thought, changes the feeling, changes the reaction! How Simple! Be the "Watcher" of your thoughts. Let them move through your mind. Some say like "puffy white clouds in the Blue sky." Well, what if Self-help books and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy don't cut the mustard? What's left? Hope, Faith..........? It all has to come up and out some how, some way. Even when moving forward goes down and across it's still movement. I have to find my voice somehow.

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