13 July 2008
I had quite a horrible weekend. It was very long and depressing. I could not motivate myself to do anything. My kids and my husband have pulled further and further away. I feel worthless. No meaning in my life. I still have to wait one more day until I go to my family dr. and get my meds fixed. I am a mess. Today it was not quite as bad. I feel a little bit more in control. I actually tried to clean my house today. It was beginning to look like a pig sty. Tomorrow is another day. Hopefully it is a better day.