For Your Eyes Only

I may not be a perfect mom for you. But i promise to be the wright mom. We are going through hardships and trials but GOD knows we (me & papa) is doing our best to give you all you want and need. Bear with us my son, I believe sooner we will get through this just believe and trust us. We love you so much. This is all for you

I thought i alredy get over the anger i felt for him for betraying me and not being true to me.I was WRONG! I accidentally saw his picture in his wedding day and i felt the hurt and memoreis clash in mind again. Damn! I shouldn't be feeling this, afterall i got married first before he did. Beside I'm happy with my husband and son. It's not fair for my husband and son. I'm not saying that i still him. Because I'm 101% in love with my husband. It's just that i thought i already forgiven him. I guess the thing he did really hurts me badly that's why i can't forgive him. Time will heal the pain,i guess...