It seems that nobody in my life understands me. Every time I've tried talking about my problems or my feelings, everybody just tells me I need to change. Why can't they show some compassion? Why am I the only one who is expected to change? The other night my husband and I got into a fight on the way home. He started yelling at me and telling me I'm a tyrant, drama queen, etc etc. I tried explaining to him how I was feeling, and how his lack of support hurts and he just yelled louder. I finally jumped out of the car and started walking. He went home and then came back to pick me up. I told him that at that moment I wished I was dead and he said I was only having a pity party for myself. Nobody seems to believe me when I tell them I'm hurting. My whole life I've taken care of everybody else, and nobody is ever there for me when I need them. I feel like I'm falling apart and all they are doing is grabbing all the little peices of me to keep for themselves. Why wont anybody help me? My parents wont listen either. All they will say is "go get help". I thought talking to them about my problems was getting help. But clearly they don't have the time to help me. They would rather me go somewhere else.